So all I want to do right now is drink the night away and smoke again. It’s tearing me apart. I havent felt like this in a long time, which is why I stopped drinking and smoking because you made my life better. But now you’re not here and I don’t know what to do with myself. I just want you back, here with me. I want to know that you’re okay and that it wasn’t you’re fault. I believe you, even if they don’t. I miss you. You were so close to being home, here with me. It’s not fair. He attacked you, it was self defense and Victor was just helping. Right when your life was starting to get better. I just want you back. I think I’m going to drink myself away tonight…..goodbye everyone.